hellangel

I'm preparing to move accounts. It's already set up you can chance your luck and try to find me or wait till I post the link (hint: you can easily find it by searching for a certain oc). I want to have more work there first. You know like all the work I've been doing lately and the art I've been doing for MCM Manchester idk if I can go London yet. If you know my tumblr you should recognise some of it.

I decided this account won't be abandoned but I will use it for future rp group stuff maybe (even though I am taking a break from them right now).
As for my own work that will be on the new account as for commissions they will be posted to the sketch account unless I'm really happy how they turned out but most of the time I feel I let the commissioners down D|

Man so many accounts :T but basically I just wanted a new start and hope to fill the new account with art I've actually spent time and effort on and like myself. There is also some fanart there D8. I'd also like to be more active in commenting, favouriting, featuring other artists and so on too. I kind of slipped on this account. Truth is DA really started to annoy me so from now on I'm going to ignore the things I dislike here and focus on the things I do like and artists and watchers and so on.

Hope to see some of you again I'll begin re-watching people from today onwards <:

<sub>Still on hiatus sorry :U actually come July I don't think there will be much more added to this account. Idk I just don't feel compelled to be on DA so much now there are a lot of things that actually irritate me about DA. But with that said I won't be leaving.

Atm I am trying to better my art and improve it between commissions which are taking a while sorry. So that's another reason I'm not posting much. As well as that I just want to draw Final Fantasy fanart all the time XD; which makes me feel bad and like a hypocrite though to clear something up it's not that I hate fanart it's just that I find it difficult but I have been drawing some FF art and it's helped a bit. It's too crappy to post here on DA lol. The FF spam is mostly thanks to Dissidia, if you're wondering some of my favourite characters are Firion, Emperor Mateus, Warrior of Light, Kuja and Squall but really there's a lot of characters I like. I keep wanting to do that guess my favourites meme but am afraid of all the characters being from Final Fantasy XD.</sub>

ANYWAY yeah getting onto the subject of the journal this is a long shot but is anyone from the UK going to MCM Manchester expo in July? I'm thinking of going myself as I've never been an MCM expo before and if all goes well I'd like to go to the expo in London in October just annoying that the London expo is so close to Distant Worlds *which I am so excited for omg* but yeah is anybody going? I know there is a more anime/manga/games themed convention in London the same day =A= but Manchester is much closer for me and that day is also my b'day what a coincidence XD. Also it's the first time the expo will be in Manchester about time us up North got something.

Even if you're not going but have been other expo's feel free to talk about your experiences and such especially the artists alley/comic village because I'd like to be involved in that and also the kind of art that sells *other than vocaloid I am not drawing that XD* and the quality and size etc.
I just really would like to go an expo this year and get more in touch with the fellow DA UK artists because I know as far as the UK convention scene goes expo is one of the most popular. I actually don't know many UK artists D|
I would go Ayacon again but it's just too expensive DX and sucks going alone XD. For expo I would not mind going alone so much and if I'm lucky maybe there will be the Dissidia figures there ;A; do want Firion (and warrior of light but he was only released in Japan! I want him more than Firion) I wish squeenix would make figures of the villains for once other than Sephiroth. An emperor figure would be so awesome XD.

Anyway I hope somebody in my watchers is at least familiar with this XD; come on some of you have to be from UK too.

Hiatus time. That's not to say I'll just not draw though lately I've had little desire to draw but mostly it's just hard atm with how bad this laptop is. I will try to but for now think of me as on hiatus.

I will continue with commissions and owed art as well as a group deadline but I don't think I'll be drawing much of my own stuff other than sketches maybe which will be posted on my tumblr.

That's if this laptop will even let me URGH.

for now see you around and maybe if I'm lucky I'll be back in July though I am planning on moving accounts still.
I just want a fresh start with art I actually feel accomplished creating.

When I look at my gallery now I just hate it. I don't want to feel like that and it's not a case of cleaning it up I just feel a new name, account, beginning is needed. Pageviews and popularity don't concern me so moving will be no problem.

Oh Hi DA haven't paid attention to you for a while have I.

Anyway I'm doing a backlog of answering comments and notes sorry for the delay D|

The culprit is mostly Dissidia duodecim I'm totally addicted and slightly obsessed over it XD. So much so that I even drawn some fanart *gasp* just sketches though so I won't post them here. Maybe if I do a full proper pic I'll post it but idk yet. I actually plan on maybe moving accounts soon for a fresh start (and because I'm too lazy to go through my gallery and re-haul it and such)
As usual most stuff lately has been posted on tumblr as it's just sketches.

Sketches are mostly all I can do lately because as well as having some sort of artblock and sucking at colouring too my laptop is being a nightmare and overheating pretty much constantly causing it to shut down a lot =A=. It's not a new laptop and has had some wear out of it so don't comment stuff like it needs fixing etc. It would probably be easier to just get a new one even though this laptop is precious to me and I wouldn't get rid of it for good.

This laptop crap is also why some of your commissions are coming along slowly DX. When it shuts down half the time I just rage quit for the day because of lost work etc. I'll try get them done though.

So now you know why there's lack of stuff it's a combo of 3 things
dissidia - laptop acting up - artblock possibly spurred on by the laptop

<sub>Now lets talk about DFF *u* it's so addictive omg I really love the battle system, like kingdom hearts but better cos it's FF charas XD; I just wish the chaos side also had a story mode. I like a lot of the characters so it's hard to pick a favourite. I love Kuja as a character but playing as him is a pain in the ass but think I'm getting the hang of using him now. I also love the emperor he can be so awesome to play as but it depends on the stage a lot of the time as a character he's so cool XD and I actually like his English voice more than his Japanese it fits him so well. Same goes for Kefka who is one of the best charas in DFF for me XD just lol he's such a troll and good comedy relief and his voice is just so fitting such a good job with him. I've never played 6 but want to even more now as Kefka is pretty much the most notorious of the FF villains. I like playing as the cosmos side more though especially Warrior of Light, Zidane, Tidus, Vaan, Cecil, Squall and Firion. I love the interaction of the characters XD DFF is pure fanservice but in the best way. There's pretty much only Cloud and Lightning I disliked playing as just urgh their attitudes were really irritating to me. I never liked Cloud much anyway and Lightning is just a female version of him x Squall and is more manly than half the guys.

Love Final Fantasy DFF makes me want to replay the games but cos PS3 have no backward compatibility anymore I can't DX. I need a damn PS2 again just so annoying I'm not gonna buy PS1 games I already have on disk, maybe 5 because I've never played it but yeah urgh I want to replay 9 so bad! One of my faves in the series.</sub>

But yeah I'll try get round to replying to everything soon.